Amber Heard Admits She Still Loves Johnny Depp

Author Laila Abuelhawa

June 15th, 2022 5:27 PM

In the second part of her interview with NBC News‘ Savannah Guthrie, Amber Heard admitted her fear of being sued again by her ex-husband Johnny Depp and that she still loves him.

The actress said “absolutely” when Gutherie asked her if, after everything, as she said in court during their defamation trial, she “still has love” for Depp.

“Absolutely. I love him. I loved him with all my heart,” Heard told Guthrie. “I have no bad feelings or ill will toward him at all. I love him. I know that might be hard to understand or it might be really easy to understand if you’ve just ever loved anyone. I loved him with all my heart and I tried the best I could to make a deeply broken relationship work and I couldn’t.”

As we earlier reported about the first part of the interview, Heard said of the verdict, “You cannot tell me that you think that this has been fair. Even somebody who is sure that I am deserving of all this hate and betrayal — even if you think that I’m lying, you still couldn’t look me in the eye and tell me that you think on social media there’s been a fair representation.”

Heard reflected more on the public perception about her in the second installment of her interview after Gutherie asked the Aquaman actress about a text in which Depp promised “total global humiliation” for her.

“I’m not a good victim, I get it,” she said. “I’m not a likable victim, I’m not a perfect victim. But when I testified I asked the jury to see me and hear his own words which is a promise to do this.”

Heard told Guthrie she “took for granted what I assumed was my right to speak” and now is nervous to speak out. “I’m scared that no matter what I do, no matter what I say or how I say it, every step that I take will present another opportunity for this sort of silencing,” Heard said in response to Guthrie asking if she had concerns that Depp could sue her again in the future. “Which is what I guess a defamation lawsuit is meant to do — to take your voice.”

As for what’s next for the actress, she said she can now focus on being a full-time mother to her one-year-old daughter.

The second part of Heard’s NBC News interview airs this Friday at 8 p.m. EST on Dateline.

Johnny Depp and Amber Heard’s Relationship and Court Timeline

• 2012: Johnny Depp and Amber Heard Start Dating

  Johnny Depp and Amber Heard are believed to have started dating that year, after Depp split from his longtime partner, French actor Vanessa Paradis. Depp and Paradis have two children, a daughter named Lily-Rose, 22 and a son named Jack, 20.

  Heard and Depp are believed to have met on the set of the 2011 film The Rum Diary, in which they both starred.

• March 2014: Johnny Depp and Amber Heard Get Engaged

  Johnny Depp confirms that he and Amber Heard are engaged, after a couple of months of speculation. “The fact that I’m wearing a chick’s ring on my finger is probably a dead giveaway,” he said while promoting the film Transcendence.

• February 2015: Johnny Depp and Amber Heard Get Married

  Amber Heard and Johnny Depp marry. According to People magazine, they had two ceremonies: the first at Depp’s home in Los Angeles, and the second at Depp’s private island in the Bahamas.

• May 2016: Amber Heard Files For Divorce

  A little over a year after being married, Amber Heard filed for divorce from Johnny Depp, citing irreconcilable differences. That same month, a judge grants Heard a restraining order against Depp over allegations of domestic violence on his part.

  In a sworn declaration, Heard alleged that Depp threw a cellphone at her during a fight, which struck her in the eye and the cheek, and that he screamed at her, hit her, violently grabbed her face and pulled her hair. According to The Associated Press, she submits to the court a photo of her bruised face when requesting the restraining order. Heard is seen with “a bruise on her right cheek below the eye” during a court appearance.

  “During the entirety of our relationship, Johnny has been verbally and physically abusive to me,” Heard wrote in the filing. “I endured excessive emotional, verbal and physical abuse from Johnny, which has included angry, hostile, humiliating and threatening assaults to me whenever I questioned his authority or disagreed with him.”

  She added, “I live in fear that Johnny will return to (our house) unannounced to terrorize me, physically and emotionally.”

  Depp denied the allegations of domestic abuse, with his lawyers alleging in a court document in 2016 that Heard was “attempting to secure a premature financial resolution by alleging abuse.”

  The LAPD said in May 2016 that police officers who responded to a domestic incident radio call on the 21st of that month found “no evidence of any crime.” Heard’s legal team has since subpoenaed the LAPD in connection to that same call as part of the ongoing defamation court case opposing Heard and Depp.

• August 2016: Johnny Depp and Amber Heard Settle Their Divorce

  After months of heated proceedings, Depp and Heard reached a settlement in their divorce.

  “Our relationship was intensely passionate and at times volatile, but always bound by love,” the pair said in a joint statement at the time. “Neither party has made false accusations for financial gain. There was never any intent of physical or emotional harm.”

  Heard pledged to donate the $7 million from Depp to the American Civil Liberties Union and the Children’s Hospital Los Angeles (In August 2021, a New York judge partially granted a petition from Depp to determine whether donations had been made).

• January 2017: The Divorce Is Finalized

  Depp and Heard formally finalized their divorce. “We are all pleased to put this unpleasant chapter in Mr Depp and his family’s lives behind them,” Depp’s attorney Laura Wasser wrote in a statement. “Having his request for entry of the dissolution judgment granted today made it a particularly lucky Friday the 13th.”

  Heard’s lawyer told Los Angeles Superior Court, Judge Carl H. Moor, that his client “would be very happy to move on with her life.”

• June 2018: Johnny Depp Sues Over The Sun Headline

  On June 1, 2018, Depp sued News Group Newspapers, the company that publishes tabloid newspaper The Sun, for alleged libel over an article published in April of that year, with the headline: “Gone Potty: How can JK Rowling be ‘genuinely happy’ casting wife beater Johnny Depp in the new Fantastic Beasts film?”

  Depp would eventually lose the case.

• December 2018: Amber Heard Publishes Op-Ed In The Washington Post

  On December 18, 2018, Amber Heard published an op-ed in The Washington Post titled: “I spoke up against sexual violence — and faced our culture’s wrath. That has to change.”

  In it, she wrote in part: “Like many women, I had been harassed and sexually assaulted by the time I was of college-age. But I kept quiet — I did not expect filing complaints to bring justice. And I didn’t see myself as a victim. Then two years ago, I became a public figure representing domestic abuse, and I felt the full force of our culture’s wrath for women who speak out.”

  Depp wasn’t mentioned by name in the op-ed. The op-ed would later become the basis of the $50 million defamation lawsuit filed by Depp naming Heard as a defendant.

• March 2019: Johnny Depp Sues Amber Heard

  Depp filed a $50 million lawsuit against Heard, alleging she defamed him in her Washington Post op-ed. “The op-ed depended on the central premise that Ms. Heard was a domestic abuse victim and that Mr. Depp perpetrated domestic violence against her,” the complaint alleged in part, calling the claim of domestic abuse “categorically and demonstrably false.”

• July 2020: Johnny Depp’s Lawsuit Against The Sun Goes To Trial

  The trial opened on July 7, 2020 in London. Depp’s lawyers argue he is seeking “vindication,” not money, and Depp himself denied the allegations of domestic abuse. A spokesperson for Heard told Vanity Fair that she “never asked for these proceedings to take place” and “has tried to move on with her life.”

  The trial lasted for three weeks, with explosive allegations emerging as part of the evidence and testimony. The proceedings wrapped up at the end of July.

• August 2020: Amber Heard Countersues

  Heard filed a $100 million countersuit against Depp in response to his libel lawsuit, accusing him of allegedly orchestrating a “smear campaign” against her and describing his own lawsuit as a continuation of “abuse and harassment.”

  In the filing, Heard asked the court to grant her immunity from Depp’s complaint and asks for compensatory damages of “not more than $100 million,” specifying this is “twice the amount Mr. Depp asserted against Ms. Heard.”

• November 2020: Johnny Depp Loses His Libel Battle Against The Sun

  The court ruled in favor of The Sun in the libel lawsuit. Justice Andrew Nicol said the defendants proved that their allegations against Depp were “substantially true,” The Associated Press reported.

  “I have found that the great majority of alleged assaults of Ms. Heard by Mr. Depp have been proved to the civil standard,” the judge wrote in a ruling.

  An attorney for Depp called the judgment “so flawed that it would be ridiculous for Mr. Depp not to appeal this decision.”

• March 2021: Johnny Depp Is Denied Permission To Appeal Loss In The Sun Case

  Two court of appeal judges find against granting Depp permission to appeal the judge’s decision in his libel suit against The Sun. Per the AP, Justices James Dingemans and Nicholas Underhill ruled that the original hearing was “full and fair” and the judge’s rulings “have not been shown even arguably to be vitiated by any error of approach or mistake of law.”

  Dingemans and Underhill found that “the appeal has no real prospect of success and that there is no other compelling reason for it to be heard. It is clear from a reading of the judgment as a whole that the judge based his conclusions on each of the incidents on his extremely detailed review of the evidence specific to each incident. In an approach of that kind there was little need or room for the judge to give weight to any general assessment of Ms. Heard’s credibility.”

• April 11, 2022: Defamation Case Goes To Trial In Virginia

  The trial in Depp’s defamation case against Heard began on April 11, 2022 in Fairfax, Virginia, where Heard’s The Washington Post op-ed was published.

  Heard’s witnesses are expected to include James Franco and Elon Musk, who are listed as potential witnesses who may participate by video link.

  Depp suffered a significant setback before the trial began when the judge in the case, Virginia Judge Penney Azcarate, found that Heard could argue that her op-ed deals with a matter of public interest.

  Per the AP, Depp’s legal team had tried to argue that Heard shouldn’t be able to rely on Virginia’s anti-SLAPP legislation. Anti-SLAPP laws (anti-Strategic Lawsuit Against Public Participation) are designed to protect people from being sued when they speak out on matters of public interest.

  Judge Azcarate ruled that Heard could, in fact, invoke Virginia’s anti-SLAPP legislation in her defense and argue to the jury that it should apply to her op-ed.

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Author Laila Abuelhawa

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